Depression .

Ever felt as if you are trapped in a dark, scary place consistently screaming for help but in vain no one answer. Rapidly feeling like suicide is the only option, getting to the point of hurting yourself to a manner in which you may think its acceptable. Feeling useless and as if you don't have any worth or asking yourself why do you exist?! Ending up mentally scarred and physically drained , questions bombarding your head which you find hard to answer, how did i get to this point? Where am i heading to ? do i deserve this ? the feeling of not being enough shattered through your mind , emotions running wild . Endlessly crying for a better life or to be saved, Where do i go from here ...