denial

maybe I do.. i have all along, and youve let me live there. I'm having so many realizations, a new one every minute, retracing our times, realizing my questions, of why, and maybe it could be that I like you, too. it's been a slow burn, so if this is fr, please have me, cause my feelings aren't fake and they haven't been for awhile, my heart burns, along with my sore cheeks. it may sound ridiculous but you like me too. ugh but we can't be, all my friends telling no to me, I know they are right, so I back away, but what's the harm? I think I may know. they'll call you ick and you could hurt me bad. but we're friends right now, and that's perfect with me. but winters coming up and im gonna be freezing. how does friends with benefits sound? a secret affair, that no one can know? I'm down, if your good to go. but I just have a real feeling, that this love I feel is blinding my logic. you would not be Mr. Right, I feel you would be toxic. but my heart wants you, and im just a teenage girl, so what will I do?