Demons my Soulmate

Am gettin'down , am feelin'broken, overwhelmed and even betrayed. Am being trapped by those I so-called soulmates, friends and family. Am stucked in the middle land of no where , where am seeing the only broken,abandoned and shuttered souls. I'never thought that I could be here where am too far from those I so-called my belongings. My heart is full of pain,grief and sadness which is growing like  seeds in the ground; invisible but growing. Am feeling nothing at all, maybe the hell Is driving my heart or my heart is driving evil. Damn hell me!! ~Toussaint-M😎