Deep trenches of the heart

Deep within the heart I sail on the ocean of my heart Despite the holes and drowning While admiring the beautiful sunset With the exotic clear skies Where the birds whistles Feeling the breeze of the wind The touch of every wave With the deep delusional Far on the sea planes With my thoughts wandering My heart aching deep within My feet soaked and painful Wanting to disappear like the fish To fight the sharks and whales Losing oxygen with every depth Shrinking with every pressure And resting with the most Smoothest and Smoothest animals Where I find my comfort