Deep thoughts

I really wanna take my life but the qstn is Where to? Where will I take my life to? The struggles in this life are overwhelming me Maybe this is the price that one pays for trusting a lot of people I want to face those people who broke my heart like an old clay pot drop from a fifty metre cliff I want to tell them that my heart will be at rest once I finally see death standing and awaiting to devour them But before that .. I want to see them getting tortured by the death itself until they start asking death to slowly take them But death won't adhere to their requests but instead he'll let the suffer till they finally give up Then when they give up death will show them that they can still live a good life and that's when death will devour them for me. But wait no ... I can't revenge cause revenge is for God and... not man and no man should try to act like God So I'll forgive them cause he tells us to forgive So I'll await for his judgment and enjoy the goodness of life which God has set upon my j is like a journey without a map and a compass So imma look for my God for peace