Deep pain

I have a deep pain inside me when the ones important to me. Get upset with me or say things about me when I screw up. I dont mean to upset anyone or even screw up. I feel to them it's like I can't do anything right. It's like all they do with me is get upset. All they feel is I'm the enimie and I do nothing right. I wish they never feel this way and all. Please, Lord, you need to help me. I can't handle this. Tears are deep inside, tears cry in my heart. A strong pain in me why is this so I can't handle it. deep tears a deep pain.