Deep cut...

Cold as Ice, Dark as night, My failures comes up evry day. I can clean, I can help But evry time I try evryone sees only the bad things that I accidentally do. Now I became the monster I had to live with for 12years. I became MY inner self, and my sister helped me reach it. By annoying me evry day, talking bad about me, spreading lies about me, and acting inocent. I am sick of my life I became the devil evryone saw in me...Now I am self harming, thinking about "🙁🔫" and I started drinking, smoking and (Energy drinks too) School presure, family problems, mental helth issues...and other... I hope yall are having much better life than me...❤️🙁