Death note

I need to get out of my head Sumn times I feel I shouldn't be here I'd be better off dead My whole life I've been tryna numb the pain With drugs that I thought kept me sane Sittin back now, taking it all in I think makes it more painful in the end How many lies can you tell? How many things can you steal? I don't care how you feel I'm selfish and I'm greedy, And god shouldn't take it easy I'm fucked up in the head This is why I should be dead I regret my past I regret the relationships that didn't last If I had the balls I'd do it tonight Write a suicide letter with all my might...