death loop

trapped in a loop, i just wanna quit I never asked for all this shit what starts small grows nonstop at the point now just waiting on the body drop path goes on, but why should I when I can't see from all the water in my eye imagine being drawn in, then scribbled out with a red pen and deep down, you know what's in the end is the peace that comes from within silence wrap my soul lead me to warmth but make my body cold if I return, maybe I can win, and if not, then I just die again