dear younger me pt 1

There are so many things I could say to you in this letter, but most of them you probably wouldn't take heed to. Your a stubborn one and your desires lead u blindly into painful situations. You have this idea in your head that, the pain of your past, has been so much, that nothing ahead of you could possibly do more damage than what's already been done. You've been hurt in so many ways you decided head first is the way u wanna go.. not realizing that the pain you have been through is microscopic in comparison to what lies ahead of you if you continue on the path your on. The best advice I can give you is to slow down and take time to feel what it is your feeling.. don't put it off. Accept what's been done to you, and what you have done, cry about it, pray about it, talk to someone about it.. but feel it. Because putting it off only piles it up, and when you loose your mother, and your grandmother, it's going to be so much harder to feel that pain in the midst of everything else. 💔 baby girl your a great person but your gonna let people ruin that if you don't slow down and take time to heal...