dear you

I wanna block your number cause I have this urge to message you every single time I go through our old messages through the words that could've stayed it was never hard for me to say "I love you fisherboy " but it's like you had to think twice while she was still stuck on your mind I chose you as my zing while you oh you chose me as just a fling I wanna block your number cause then maybe I could move on with my life but why is it so hard? to let go of a soul that never belonged to me why do I crave a heart that doesn't even beat for my wandering scars I wanna block your number then maybe my body wouldn't crave your touch maybe my lips would forget the taste of you my finger tips wouldn't want to dripple over your bare skin then maybe... just maybe your name wouldn't come through my mouth and then maybe your name would just be a name your face wouldn't be of a stranger I still love deeply Maybe blocking your number wouldn't work but erasing your memories would heal my heart and glue my soul back together