dear you

I knew what you like but i never knew what you really wanted I knew your name but I never knew your heart I knew you felt fine with me leaving while I tossed and turned in my bed just by the thought of you I knew those little memories we created would forever be stuck in my head even when i said I am finally over you but do you know what's weird? the first day of letting you go I felt the weight of love and loss fall off my shoulders but the days that came after that I cried myself to sleep and here I thought I have let go of you only to realize... that it was harder than I have ever imagined cause the my first few break ups I handled so well but you... damn you had me under your spell a spell that's never bound to break I guess I wanna be free and not feel chained by this thing called "love" so please set me free cause damn i wish i never knew your name and never seeked your heart 🖤