dear klonkie❤️

After so long I decided to send my last message not to break you to pieces but to know if you are happy ... without me I didn't type any words at first i gave in with poetry but it's like you couldn't read between my lines and again I was misunderstood Just like before I know you think I am selfish but that's not the case I was protecting pieces I couldn't glue back together while your heart is what I chased even tho I still failed I couldn't handle the choas in my head but myself cause you might think... I'd be crazy if I had said I am fighting demons Demons you never deserved you were a very sweet boy and you thought you could help with everything but not this this was the battle I had to fought alone so let me be selfish let me be the one who ran first but I ran by not thinking of myself so now I know you're happy while I am still fighting the same demons while I still struggle to sleep again I know it's something you'll never believe!!!!!