Dear God

Want to say I believe in you But I don't believe in anything How can I when I feel like my brain is on fire Like the devil sold my soul to the highest buyer Tell me why should I When Death keeps on with his test Like he's best If you're real tell me how can I get free tell me why I always listen to sad songs Always think bad things I'm supposed to believe you'll relive all my wrongs when This guy in the mirror is better off dead if not tell me so please don't let me freeze out in the cold of the unknown Tell me is it normal to feel this fucking way Tell me if you're real would I get passed the gate Me and fate don't get along but spend hours discussing mine Tell me is love in my future Tell me when she said she loved me was it true and I fucked it up Dear God fill my cup with belief I want to believe but I talk to you and you won't talk back so I chalk it up to either you don't want me either or your not real that's just how I feel