Dear God

Dear God If you can see in my heart Please let me know Why should I try When it feels like Everyone is against me Why do all my problems Feel bigger than me Why does it feel like Everybody's hate Feel like hate Always telling what to do but Doing the exact opposite Like do what I say but Not what I do Why is everything I do Never good enough Why do I try Just to self sabotage Why does love feel like hate When everything i do Is a another thing That I will be judged for Why does everyone I love Have to die Why can't we live forever Why can't this be heaven Why can't I forgive Why can't I let go Why can't I forget Please give everyone peace Everybody wants to live Nobody wants to die Dear God If you know my heart Please let me know Why do I have so many questions With no answers