Dear God

It's been awhile since you answered the phone well maybe you never did I can't tell anymore Things are getting confusing Everybody's got a fucking opinions on everything I do everything I believe apparently you exist The very thought is hilarious sorry no disrespect just how I feel But if you exist why does this world makes me sick to my stomach Racial inequality Like it's more acceptable for Girls to be gay but then guys are faggots Can you explain that Or how at 14 kids are getting strung on heroin Or Baby girl wants to be a heroine but society tells every hero is a goddamn man it's sick Girl gets raped all caught on tape they chalk it up she wanted it what the fuck If you're real why does my dad not love me why did my stepdad not give a fuck he's not here no more so does it matter Tell me God Will I ever get into heaven when I'm already burning in hell fell from Grace My mind a scratched record on repeat Dear God I'm so sorry I no longer believe