Dear ex

Tales of a teenager Episode 1(cry of a teenage girl 😥😢😭) Dear ex There isn't a single day that passes by without me regretting my actions. i was so innocent and so naive that i got caught in your trap ,I thought it was love because I didn't know a thing about it. I kinda blame my mom because she never sat down with me and told me about reality. now Everytime I hear the word virgin my heart skips a beat because deep down I know I'm not one. everytime the topic about sex comes up I fumble coz I know I have been there before. if only I had Known that my actions would haunt me in my life I wouldn't have walked down the path. i just thank God I devoted myself to only laying with u , otherwise this could have been a different tale. i could have stopped but I was so naive I thought it was the only way I could show you that I truly loved you, damn I was so innocent. now I have remembered I know why I broke up with you,I just couldn't take it anymore,I just felt like trash,I felt so disgusted with myself,I wanted to feel like myself again and not as a sex machine.i wanted to feel loved and not used.By the time you wanted the same it was already too late,the innocent girl you fell in love with was gone.