Dear diary V1

Dear diary I don't often write in you now Or 𝘵𝘰 you? I don't even know Wish I could just go back then Things would hurt a lot less When heartbreak was unknown And when housework was "control" When parents were best friends And life didn't feel like end When brearhing didn't hurt We were in the garden, eating dirt Where did that time go? Where did the feelings disappear? Are they gone forever? Will we ever see them again?