Dear Alice

dear Alice have you ever felt so fucking crazy that your head spinning off your shoulders like hell no I can't deal with all this damn pressure because to me to like same Alice you were right this place is bullshit and I can't embrace my true self but where the fuck is my wonderland huh cuz your the only one who seemed to have gotten it. and I want it. I want to meet the red and white queen and see a dodo bird. and the Cheshire cat, even though his grin may be a bit scary at times. yet I can't seem to find a rabbit hole big enough to dig myself into, but in the Red Queens Honor, I still paint every white rose red.