deadful dream of sins

HI , MY NAMES IYANA I AM 19 currently .. I am born on Wednesday 2 of June .. I have some kind of .. power I think .. but every once in a while I'll forget my gifts .. and I battle with my self of memory of the deadly sin .. LIFE . I FEEL IMPRISONED I FEEL FREE WHEN IM AWAY FROM EVERYONE I FEEL FREE WHEN IM LAYING WITH SOMEONE ONE I DONT KNOW AND NEVER HEARD OF AND SOUNDS SO SIMILAR TO ME BUT YET NOTHING LIKE ME . I CRAVE ATTENTION FROM STRANGERS IN THE NIGHT TIME . BUT EVERYTHING I DO IS DAY . pt. 1