dead inside 🥺💔😭

I'm dying not physically but emotionally I feel suffocated I can't breathe not physically but metaphorically I'm slowly breaking bit by bit I dead and alive at the same time smiling became a challenge for me I'm disappointed in myself because I let them break me like glass my heart is broken and never repaired cutting my legs and arms was a solution for all my pains it's one against the world one mistake they all judge you they never notice when I'm in pain but they notice my mistakes life was never fair for why can't I just be perfect like the others why can't I just feel loved, appreciated and wanted for once in my life people whom I trusted are the ones who slowly killed me life will never heal me but will hold my hand while I heal my self and as for life I'm over you by:MK🙈💦🥰