days like today

Im sorry, I'm not in the best mood to write today, ig I'm just feeling some sort of way, Halloween is coming up and so far it looks rough, for I cant see you nor as u can me, I wish I could just let it be but you mean way to much to me, I wanna take you out, out of that broken house, cause if not I'm afraid your happiness will die out, I love you too much to let that happen, I'm doing what I can but it keeps cracken, I just wanna see you smile, but on nights like this you look defiled, I really want to make your day, for I cant let you hate the holidays, but I'm trying I really am, I'm just sad that I cant, cant help or see you, I really just wanna be with you, but I love you so much and that will never change, never on days like this, never on days worse than myths, -i love you