day of the reckoning

i wish that you gave me a reason to dislike you but instead you gave my heart a safe shore to anchor at in the storm and reminded me what it felt to fall openly and whole-heartedly into love again you gave life vibrant colors and songs their own movies and i'm skimming our messages wondering what happened to you and i and where things changed we love in different ways that's what built the space between us one day i spoke my last i love you and i won't ever hear you say it again