Dating but not Dating

I started dating you again because you gave me the same comfort when we first met The Warmth The Safety Your love At first I was ok without that feeling but 1 year passes by I still feel it. Another year passes by its 2022 I still feel the warmth, the safety and your love. 2023 I met someone they change the feeling I felt for you, I was falling in love with him he gave me His Warmth His Safety His Love His Care His Hugs made me feel protected, well me and him drifted apart but we still talked he made me laugh like alot then we stopped. I saw your insta I decided to talk to you again we are dating but it feels like we are not dating, You keep on leaving me on seen and Delivered, You reply the next day saying your excuse. I'm not feeling your love for me when you said "I can confidently say I still love you". And Now I can't choose You or Him.