Darkness

Why am I here? Why am I not dead? Spending my whole life tryna get ahead People die everyday Suffering many ays It don't make sense, it isn't fair Living life with no care In my head is where I'm stuck Watching myself get fucked, like I'm sumn cuck Do I wanna die? I don't know I wanna cry I wanna be high, I do know Isn't that selfish? People die on the daily And I wanna stay fucked up and crazy Or maybe I am dead Maybe I'm not breathing Dope sick on the floor heaving For me? That's what death atta be At those moments I wanna die I'm tired if being high I wanna give up I wanna fall I wanna sink into the darkness...