Darkest nights

on the darkest nights I feel most safe. So it's dark enough to where I cannot see my fears. As my eyes get filled with tears. My flaws are hidden put out of sight. Sitting in the dark, alone, feels weirdly right. Like a street lamp on a lonely road, no cars passing by. Just enough silence to make me cry. So tonight I will sit alone, crying in my room. hoping the darkness will go away soon.