Dark days

Nothing I do seems to be right, Everything turns into a fight. I wish I could feel differently than how I feel in this moment, My thoughts are very potent. No one understands the thoughts inside my head, Sometimes they seriously make me scared. Life is so full of dread, All the unhappiness does is spread. My thoughts are like serpants that hiss all night long, They keep telling me that everything i do is wrong. I wish I could feel like i was enough, But life is just too tough. I hate myself in a way no one will every comprehend, I wish I didn't feel abandoned. Life seems to be a game, And yet I sit here and feel lame. I want to feel okay again, But all I can see is the rain. The rain of sadness and depression, I feel like this is a form of oppression. Maybe one day life will be all happy, Could the world make it snappy. I will wait for my happy ending, However it is still pending.