Dark Days

There are days that I'm full of light, Greeting and smiling so bright; I like those days, cause I'm filled with hope. I think I can do anything and never say no. But there are days that I'm surrounded of darkness. What I've been feeling is this void and emptiness. Trying to search for the light inside me, that has been extinguished by the darkness around me. I want to keep on fighting and trying but something tells me that it's pointless and nothing; That whatever I do I could never fix everything. That this broken pieces they will just keep shattering and falling. I feel like a lost soul that is never meant to be in this world. I never fit in, I never blend in...is it me that's different or is it this world that I'm in? Or maybe I'm just too deep in this abyss of darkness that I couldn't see what's in the surface...