Dark Asylum

I used to clamp my hands tight together Not because I'm scared, not because I'm shy I used to shut my eyes Not because I feared the dark , not because I fear someone I used to locked the door Not because I'm selfish , not because I'm mean I choose to ignore Not because I'm weak, not because I'm a fool. I choose to forgive Not because I'm kind , Not because I'm nice I'm scared and I'm afraid Not because of an enemy But the enemy in me I'm scared as I might tear down the wall I'm scared as I might I hurt somebody I'm scared as I may hurt an innocent soul I'm scared as I isolate myself I'm scared of the beast in me I'm scared and I kept fidgeting with rubber band on my wrist I'm scared as I Don't wanna be in the white walls anymore And as quiet I am I choose peace .