Dard!!

Thak gayi hu sath (7) saal se iss dard ko akele jhelte jhelte, har din ye ruh tadpa , roya per iss dil ne kabhi bhi ye nhi kaha ki iss zindagi ko arvida kar dete h. mere andar ka baccha mar gaya h jisne kabhi jeena sekha tha abhi bass tod gaya h Itni taklif hoti h vo lafz sun kar; har din bass apni buraiya suna apno se jisne har din bass kamiya ginvayi per iss dil ne kabhi bhi kudko pathar nhi banaya hamesha dusro ki khushiya ki duaye ki h. Iss dard ne bohot kuch sikhaya, per kabhi sachayi ka sath dena nhi sikhaya!? kabhi khud ke liye stand nhi liya!? kyu!? abhi toh stand lene ka matlab hi nhi h iss dard ne mujhe itna bejuban kar diya h ki ab Bass na bolne me hi sukoon milta h bass sehena Hi likha h meri kismat me!! bass marte dum tak kabhi bhi apna sath nhi chodungi; kabhi bhi nhi!!!