Dangerous mind

No longer into my mind, Doing an activity how I like it, Gave myself some time Waited for someone to come and save me, But now I'm just rolling with it, Tripping and I let myself fall with it, Don't mind I won't let go of it, Ain't anyone coming to save me? But I'm glad I'm facing my fears, Just doing it to get my way anyway, I'm stalked by alot of bad ideas, that test how much i can take in, for how I can live, without breathing in, Red lining all my fears, feeling and looking like I need some time away from myself Sensing danger but this thing gives me the feels, Gives me something greater than what I wanted to feel, Too sick, too sick, I'm tripping, falling, The Devil and I made a deal, But I'm praying this is all temporary