Danbala wedo

I could lie and say the words you spoke Hung in the air like clouds.  Clouds of darkness sitting nowhere in the way I feel.  In the way I breath you in.  At what point could I stress the fact we age through choice.  At what point can I stress that today I've chosen to live forever, to live immortal again. I've seen everyone around me grow old, grow aged.  Yet I've sold My soul for a chance at a different page. I can't keep you forever, and you the same can't keep me. So when I see you again the payment will be bitter sweet. Sweet because your gone, sweet because I only would of hurt you more. Did you wrong. I cling to the humanity left inside, the part of me that was once a man. The part of me I no longer hide.