Dairy of thoughts #2

breathe in breathe out. why should I shout? this life is supposed to be a flowing river. But it's a drought. Lonely in my thoughts the clock ticks and tocks. Father God, Lord Jesus Gather me i have shattered. my Soul is scattered. Speak this comfort to me. I am withering in the life. every day is a fight. have you lost me in your sight. when i look in the mirror it's a fright. Lift my sorrows from this broken man. help me to lift my head and stand. I feel like I've failed your master plan. I should had listened i should had followed. My darkness covers me now . Everyday is a frown. My heart barely pounds. Heavy in my chest is weighing to the ground. My voice stutters it's sound. Numbness are my lips. Pain on my finger tips. Forgiveness is what I ask. Please let me fulfill my task. Frosted whispers of death seems like that's all that's left. Breathe life in my chest. Please give me this Heavenly rest. On this earth i feel like a pest. Come see what's left. My mind, body and Soul Has takin a heavy toll. Longing For the everlasting.