dad

To my beloved father, How was it in heaven? Everything's been falling down lately. And I don't think I can take it anymore.   I kept on missing you like a child. I keep on reminiscing about our memories together. It's still painful whenever I remember it. You left a scar in my mind that I couldn't forget.   Questions in my mind that keep going on, Why did you have to leave earlier? Who’s going to be there for me? Who’s going to do all the things for me?   I have never been heard since you left. You’re the only person who takes my —side without any second thoughts. You’re the only person who listens to me.   you’re always proud of my achievements. you’re always there to congratulate me. i miss the feeling of someone being there for me, and loving me so purely.   i was still young when you left. you’re going to be proud of my achievements now. and my changes as a person. If you’re still alive and watching me,   but I hope. you’re happy now in heaven, and forget all the pain that the world caused— you before.