dad..

October 7th. it's 2 years today. I don't know why I'm saying it like an anniversary, it's not. it's not something to celebrate. celebration doesn't feel like this. 2 years, and the hole in my heart isn't smaller. 2 years, and I don't remember your voice 2 years, and I don't remember what your hug felt like 2 years since you've been gone 730 days it doesn't seem long ago, but it feels like forever. time has stopped since then. I know we didn't talk much lately, but now.. I'd give anything, anything, for just a minute if only just to refresh my memory once my dad, now just a blur in my memory and a hole in my heart... they say you're with me, in my heart. then why does it hurt so damn much? 2 years, but I'm still your little girl. I miss you, dad I love you