Cutting family ties

Blood runs thicker than water it pours from me like a river blood is what ties me to you, the ever watching eyes and all hearing ears. I need to rid myself of it of my blood, if our blood. if it makes me empty and the raging fire is all that remains of me then I'll openly embrace the flames. Ill embrace the fire that already rages in my heart, in my soul, in my mind. its better than being stuck to you, my family that i didn't choose, who dont trust me to trust you because all you do is spy you pry into my life you criticize everything, things you should have no say on because i didn't include you for a reason, you don't trust me. Ill walk away, into the flames untouched and unburned. I'll know what its like to be free, I'll understand who I am unburdened by the pressure the familiar pressure of family. You expect so much but you clearly don't care, you were unaware when I lie there bleeding waiting for death to take me waiting for someone to notice someone to help and care. I don't talk to you because of trust. Because you are trying to rip me away. because you didn't save me, not when she hurt me, not when I hurt myself, not when I tried to end my stuffering. I don't consider you family. Not anymore.