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I loved you like a drug, you poisoned my thoughts and scard my body it started with a few times a week and ended with many many times a day I will never forget you no mater how long it's been, you were what kept me real I miss you so terribly though I know better then to go back to you, I crave your feeling of freedom and reality. you would destroy me if I let you, but I saw who you really were. I destroyed you. banished you from my mind and body. I'm free now. I can breath. I think. I now have old scars instead of fresh cuts. goodbye old friend.