cut me

blade to my back one move and I would crack back to hell to the dark how dare you break my heart you were supposed to protect me to be my life line now I'm sorry that I wasted any of your time you hurt me more than any boy ever could tears flowing to cause a flood, to flush out the pain you made me think I was insane you cussed me and called me a liar you won't believe it but you threw liquor on the fire that killed me you're not my killer but you're an accomplice you buried me alive and left me unconscious guess I was too much you made me feel like I wasn't enough and now I'm damaged but the funny thing is you ask why I changed but your partially to blame you ask why I don't come around the house anymore you say I don't care about my family anymore we both know that's not true as a kid I just wanted to be as strong as you for the record to say dad, we're not the same