Cut

cut I want to cut I will crawl to my bed and lift up a pot take my blade and cut one cut a tear falls two cuts I wince in pain 3 cuts but before I can continue I see them not deep enough I think deeper cut deeper I retrace the ones before they hurt twice as much the second time 4 cuts blood starts to drip 5 cuts I can't take any more pain one more I think 6 cuts time to clean I wipe away the blood from my legs and blade tuck the blade under the pot and continue my day