Curse

At first I thought it would be two souls inhabiting one body Little was my knowledge that nature will never forgive me of my ignorance of wrong choosing, Many May prefer to it as love it is unnecessary pain with no gain Everytime I think of you the thundering of my heart weakens , Slowly pain craves in and am unable to even have sleep My happiness feels forever lost, It's as if life is been squizzed out of my heart, sadness clings to me like a close friend 🥲 Am I really going to be doomed by this curse? which has no cure It hurts to the point i hardly get no sleep I know am crumbling down and no one to save me, the loneliness I am is loud you let our love expire and here is my penance 😭