Curse

I don't want to live this everyday I don't want to cry I don't want to shout, sadness is stuck inside and won't come out ... I don't want to feel empty I don't want this suffucation in my chest and tightness in my head... I don't want to get angry and sad I don't want to overthink I don't want anxiety and panic attacks I am stuck and i am living in real hell. I can't die and i can't live with peace in my life.. 𝙄𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚....