current feeling

Why this feeling? Sometimes, I just want to be free, like a bird soaring through the sky. To free myself from all constraints, no longer tied to anything. Why do I feel the urge to marginalize myself? Is it because my being can no longer bear to attach itself to things only to lose them? Is it because I don’t like giving explanations? Not because I don’t want to, but because it’s simply impossible for me to express what I feel deep inside. Or maybe it’s due to human toxicity? Honestly, I can not say. I just want to spread my wings like a royal eagle and take flight. But what will my mother say if I tell her about my desire to separate from everything… maybe even from her, but from everything. Yes, many would say that I’m losing my mind. And maybe they’re right. I’m the kind of person who could go to the ends of the earth and never look back. Far from everything and everyone, in the heart of Mother Nature, near my ocean, surrounded by great mountains. To let the sun's rays envelop me during the day, and at night, to admire my moon from afar – how beautiful it is!