curiosity

I should be out and about But I'm in my room Just chillin on my bed With my furry friend purring Thinking about you I got a bottle of some cheap alcohol Pondering if I should invite you over But I have a crush on you I don't know if I should But I'm so curious To see if you feel the same If you don't I'll just feel A sheer amount of pure shame What can I say...Im curious Now I'm laying on the floor Drunk and high off this booze Im thinking If I should Tell you What do I have to loose My sober mind is telling me hell no don't do that My drunk mind is like yeah definitely do that Yes you're hott this true but this doesn't mean I'm trying to be your boo Struggling with the fear of rejection Drawing out how to not be be so obvious is my calculation Good thing I'm already home so I don't have far to stumble To my bathroom... I think I may have over did it But I'm so curious To see if you feel the same If you don't I'll just feel A sheer amount of pure shame What can I say...Im curious