Cupids open door.

"Love is an open door" a song from a movie 5yr old me adored but 12 years layer I'm trying to shut that door that is open, a door my heart is holding open for people to come in while my head is pushing the door open, a battle between the heart and the minds yet a battle it feel like no one will win cause in the end my heart will be broken from the choices it makes, men who choose to walk in decide they never want to leave not because they love me but because they love my body, even worse since it's always open no one knocks, they think that a open door is something they always need to enter yet I've been trying to push them out and lock the door, don't you think that since I own this door that leads to my heart that they have to ask to come in??, well, when I date them they think that since I'm "theirs," they take partial ownership and that they don't have do nock they can just walk in and I'm expected to not care if they never come out but they all leave, when their tired of the same old body and talk, they find another open door, so maybe soon they will run out of doors to walk into and expect me back after I have put a lock on my door.