Crying all the time

I feel the self-hate overtake Like a slow fade of everything good So I change the subject to you Thinking Im happy if you are It's what matters to my heart I feel like a lost case So damn afraid I don't wanna lose you and be all alone But I have no idea where we stand I wanna trust you but Our foundation is so unstable I have no idea what to feel You haven't even said I love you back Maybe thats why Im in a depressed state of mind Crying all the time