cry

cry i cry because the fear i might feel will slowly drown me to tear washing pleasing tears and fears that continues for uears or even forever. cant scream cant cry all at once its hard to feel that emotional feels.. my depressing room that i stay all day getting drowned cant hear sounds cant be found in this misrable house. its all same.. nothing change still strange everything has exchange, paint my nails black getting attacked by unhappy feels that reveals what i am truly are.. im tired.. wishing that i am admired. tied my self in to the top and drop boom wish i could do all that.