Crush

i can see it in your eyes, you fell for me at first sight, Taking a glance every time you had a chance, Hiding the fact That You Got a blush in your Cheeks that can't be erased until i can't be seen, you told them you have feelings for me and I'm here Hiding from all that "yieeeesss" I'm embarrassed but im grateful for the feelings You've shown me, But I'm gonna be honest. i know those feelings will just disappear one day, Act like I'm nothing more that a trash you've thrown away, I know what "love" is, even tho i haven't experienced it, I've seen all kinds of love that just makes me Not want to fall in love, i like "love" They make me blush in a rush, i feel jealous to see a couple walking by with hands hold tight, Having butterflies that cant stop shouting for more, But i dont like "love" either They make me Feel wierd cringe i would say, that i cant even imagine me being in a relationship, Maybe its easy for others to fall but for me. its gonna take a while for it to work, I'm not saying they wont have a chance I'm saying I'm just not yet ready for all problems to come, I won't let them Stop Having a crush on me I'll just Let them be until that "crush" dies like a wilted flower out,