Crumpled Emotions

l evade happiness and savor the sadness. Dance in ecstasy when misery drowns me. In the depth of affliction, I laughed. Whenever I'm lost in the throes of bliss, I seek the comfort of grief. I long for the sweet agony, dwell as if it were a pleasant melody. Never will seek the grins behind the weep; Oh merchant of sadness just let me keep. When bleak oath pillars surround me, I walk on a bleezy air like I am free. Grasp in the pleasure of catastrophe; In the world full of plight, they never forsake me