Cruel Window...

I want all of you - heart, soul, body, mind, and spirit. I want to worship the ground you walk on. I want to breathe your air. I want to hold you from dusk to dawn. I want to kiss you softly. I want to take away your hurt. I want to serve you. I want to hold your hand and ground you. I want to feel you fall into me and breathe deeply. I want to make you smile and laugh. I want to show you the beauty in the world. I want to go on walks and coffee runs. I want you to be happy. I want you to have everything you've ever dreamed of. I want the mistakes and apologies. I want to be yours. I want all of you. Instead, my hands meet the window. I can see you. I can feel your presence. I am so close to you. I am so far from you. You're right there, inches away. But the window keeps you out of reach. I am yours. I beat against the window, trying to break it. I am yours. I run to you. I am yours. I think of you constantly. I am yours. I imagine you next to me. I am yours. I fight for you. Everything I do, I do for you. I am yours. I am so close to you. I am so far from you. Cruel window... Letting me see what I want, then snatching it away. Breaking my heart and soul into millions of pieces. Cruel window...