Crinkle of a memory

There is a crinkle upon my memory of a time where you were the reasoning behind my effortless laughter and a long awaited stability of an honest friendship. But now there is only a crinkle of a memory and the scrutin pain I feel in each heart beat as I realize that all those memories ever had been was fake love and a make believe Fantasy my mind created to believe it was reality But yet you were my best friend and as unrealistic it may seem with such distance now between you and me . My best friend is what you'll always be . Forever in my heart you'll stay with me Even if it's only a crinkle of a memory